fool's gold

sometimes
at some certain point of time

i feel stupid
i feel undemonstrative reluctance
i feel reactionless

at some certain point of time
sometimes

i feel unimportant
i feel stupid
i feel like i'm in the way
taking up too much useless unimportant time

its like it was done
and then it was taken
and then it was accepted
and then it was good
only to be forgotten
a short while later
and very forgotten it remains
hardly remembered
undemonstrated

but it goes this way

the fool or the murderer.

i would rather be the fool

for it is only sometimes
for it is only at some certain point of time

i would rather be the fool

the fool for love.
the fool of love.