20 signs of love

I know that I'm crazy, sincerely, in love with you when:


1. I smile like an idiot everytime someone says something along the lines of 'You're ____'s girl.' or 'You're ____'s first choice.'

2. I want to share every beautiful moment with you, and I want to share my happiness and sadness with you.

3. I go to sleep at night with you in my thoughts, wanting to hold you, and wake up in the morning with your name in my mind and on my lips, wanting to be held by you the way you always do.

4. My friends start saying that they've never seen me this way, in any of my past relationships.

5. I return home early every night just so I can talk to you.

6. I smile stupidly at my screen for the duration of the time I'm talking to you, which often results in sore facial muscles.

7. I relieve the kisses we shared, the intimacy we exchanged, the things we talked about, everyday, and realise that I could never feel like that with anyone else.

8. It feels so comfortable being with you, talking to you, holding your hand, and laughing while kissing. And knowing that we fit.

9. I miss your smile, your voice, the way your skin smells, your touch, your kisses, your way of doing things, your silliness, your helplessness at times, how cute you can be, every minute of every day.

10. I compile a playlist of songs in my music player that reminds me of you, just so I can listen to it anywhere at anytime, and think of you.

11. Every day seems so much brighter and filled with rainbows.

12. It gets so hard not hearing from you, or not texting you the entire day.

13. Going to Bugis doesn't seem the same, without you.

14. My friends start to complain of suffering from an overdose of you.

15. I start to plan for the future, and do so much just for you, for us, for the future, for forever.

16. We used the bathroom for something other than what it should be used for.

17. I sneak your name into every conversation I have with my friends, until they get sick of it.


But most of all, I know that I am truly in love with you when:


18. I cannot imagine myself without you.

19. I want to come home to you.

20. I realise that my life is incomplete without you beside me, because you complete my life.


So. Apparently this is it.
When you love someone, you should say it.

I love you.

The three most difficult words, for me, in the world.

But what else can I say?