oh oh.
Well. been busy for a bit, did not update here, so well, update now, i guess.
Over these past few days, i have discovered that I have a sleep disorder. it is a very minor one, i only have it a few times a year. but the sensations are bad. fucking bad. i just experienced one about 3 weeks ago when i was in that sick period, quitting and experiencing withdrawal symptoms. its like hell. what i have, it is called sleep paralysis. Upon waking up, i cant seem to get out of the dream that i have, i feel suffocated and smothered, i cant seem to move my hands and legs at all, and ther is a horrible tingling sensation in my hands and legs. it takes quite a while to come back to reality and fully wake up, and the time between dreaming and waking up is truly scary. but since i only experience it a few times a year, its no matter.
Also, my gum right at the back swelled like hell on Monday and i couldnt bite anything so i had to eat porridge. After a trip to the doctor, i apparently have an infection due to my wisdom tooth. so, i have to go and extract it. the problem lies with which wisdom tooth it is. the upper one is minor, just an extraction, the lower one is more serious, have to go into surgery. but well, we will wait and see.
Had a good time last night with my friends, too. Been a long time since i went out with them, it reminded me of why despite all, i still stick with them. it was enjoyable, really, and brought me back to the past for a while. we were all being bimbotic, although i am really not a bimbo. well, had a good dinner, caught up with each other and on gossip. it was good. but though it is good, i know i wouldnt trade the girlfriend for them. why?
Because, now, i have truly found my balance and my happiness in life. In the past, without the girlfriend, it didn't feel complete despite them. but now, i have them, i have the girlfriend, and life is truly complete. i wouldnt trade the girlfriend for anything :)
Over these past few days, i have discovered that I have a sleep disorder. it is a very minor one, i only have it a few times a year. but the sensations are bad. fucking bad. i just experienced one about 3 weeks ago when i was in that sick period, quitting and experiencing withdrawal symptoms. its like hell. what i have, it is called sleep paralysis. Upon waking up, i cant seem to get out of the dream that i have, i feel suffocated and smothered, i cant seem to move my hands and legs at all, and ther is a horrible tingling sensation in my hands and legs. it takes quite a while to come back to reality and fully wake up, and the time between dreaming and waking up is truly scary. but since i only experience it a few times a year, its no matter.
Also, my gum right at the back swelled like hell on Monday and i couldnt bite anything so i had to eat porridge. After a trip to the doctor, i apparently have an infection due to my wisdom tooth. so, i have to go and extract it. the problem lies with which wisdom tooth it is. the upper one is minor, just an extraction, the lower one is more serious, have to go into surgery. but well, we will wait and see.
Had a good time last night with my friends, too. Been a long time since i went out with them, it reminded me of why despite all, i still stick with them. it was enjoyable, really, and brought me back to the past for a while. we were all being bimbotic, although i am really not a bimbo. well, had a good dinner, caught up with each other and on gossip. it was good. but though it is good, i know i wouldnt trade the girlfriend for them. why?
Because, now, i have truly found my balance and my happiness in life. In the past, without the girlfriend, it didn't feel complete despite them. but now, i have them, i have the girlfriend, and life is truly complete. i wouldnt trade the girlfriend for anything :)
posted by slantedvision at 11:41 AM
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