run, lola, run

Really screwing up my life.
How did I go downhill?
I guess only I know.
Don't know how it got to this.
Really fucking up.
Haven't slept well in 2 weeks.
It's killing me.
When daylight comes, I fall asleep.
Only to wake 3 hours later.
It's become a routine every night now.
Going to bed early, only to toss and turn
With my thoughts running around in my head
Toss and turn, until dawn starts to break
Before I fall asleep
I hate it.
Not going for lessons at all
Hating school like hell
Hating what I am studying
Annoyed with the people I have to do a project with.

I am screwing up my life.
Totally fucking up.

I just want to get away from it all.
Please, let the day come soon,
When I can finally leave for the airport to that country.

I just want to get away from it all.
Even if it means I'm escaping.
I don't fuck care.
Just let me get away from it all.
Even if it's just for two weeks.
It doesn't make any sense at all.

I just want to get away from it all.