black

Slept last night.
Shouldn't be tired now.
But I am.
Tired.
Shouldn't be able to feel now.
Why do I still feel.
Okay.
Then turned and walked.
Why run.
When it's safe.

Don't know what to think.
Everyday a fight to get through the day.
Everyday turning endless circles trying to find a way not to think of you.
Trying to find a way to not feel pain, to not feel.

Had to eat today
Sudden tears falling while eating
Intense heartache
No warning, tears just fall

Stop these tears from falling
Stop this heart from breaking

Don't know what to think.
Don't know what to
Don't know
Tell me

I just don't know

Come