simply, i miss you.

I don't know why, but I'm missing you a lot. I'm missing you too much. I'm missing you much more than I usually do, in the previous few times that I went over and came back.

Those previous few times, I thought I had learnt that with the passing of weeks, it would be easier. The missing you would be easier. I thought that that was what I had learnt. And for the previous few times I've been there, it was true.

But this time, it doesn't matter any longer. Time is not of concern, because the more the weeks pass, the more I miss you.

Maybe it's because I know, now, how it's like living with you everyday. Maybe it's because I now know how it feels to be with you everyday. Maybe it's because I know now how blissful, how happy I am, seeing your face before I sleep, holding, smellling you to sleep, and waking up to your face.

Or it could be because I know, now, all the fun we have when we're together. Or it could be because of all the adventures of love we go through every day that we're together. Or it could be because when we are together, we are just happy and so in love.

Or maybe it could be because I am never more certain, now, that I want to live with you. That I want to be with you until the future. That I want to grow old with you. That it is you.

But whatever it is, whatever it may be, I am missing you. I miss you so much. I miss you too much. I miss you everyday, at any time, and at every time. There isn't one time that you aren't on my mind. I miss everything about you.

And I am missing you so much more than ever.

It is you. It is me. It is us.
We are meant to be.

I miss you.

I'll be seeing you soon, love.
You know that.
Count the days.