what is this thing?

mood: tired

music: The Drugs Don't Work - The Verve

what is this thing that i'm living for? what is it called? what am i doing to my life? one week of self finding produces nothing. i am screwed up. i am tired of school. i find that life had no meaning with school. i find that there isn't a point to a lot of things tt im doing right now. stress over stupid stuff tt i shouldn't even bother. what the fuck is going on? how do i go about being happy? what is this life without even a gf to be with?

thought of the day: where can i find you?