and so it is.

mood: bored

music: some cantonese song that i don't understand

well. been a long time since i last posted in here. its the 1 week recess u see, so i haven't been doing much except catch up on my sleep and do rubbish. oh i went windsurfing though. i love it!

lately i've been thinking if actually things happen most often when u don't do anything and don't wish for anything. u think? maybe its just fate playing a trick on all of us. such a cruel trick, though. how long does one have to wait if things continue like that? how long more before i find the on i love, or who loves me? how long more before this hellhole of a school term is completely over? how long more before i can sit back, relax, and not have to worry about anything at all? how long must i wait? damn. all this waiting sucks, don't it. but well, the way i see it, and so it is. if it is, it is. u can't change anything, so why bother? at least, that's for me. i can't just go out and say hi to every girl and hope there'e one that's gay. that's silly. like a lot of other thoughts that i think are silly too. so well. i guess that's that, then.

thought of the day: if it is, then so it is?