a burst of inspiration

while bathing, i had burst of inspiration. i dunno why. but i think something is seriously wrong with this world. or at least, with fate. it seems to be playing a joke on us. just when you really want something to happen, it won't. and when you don't want it around, wham! it hits you on the nose. silly metaphor, but true.

i think, that when you really wanna do something, there is a little of inertia involved. you really wanna do it, but part of you is scared, cautious, worried about what might come out of it. and so you procastinate, and dont do nothing for awhile. and when you finally start doing it, halfway through it you lose your confidence and start getting worried about the outcome. so you dont carry it through. and that's when potential chances are lost. friends that could be made, lovers that could be found, they're all gone. because we're stagnant. afraid to move forward, not willing to take the chance.

i think we spend most of our lives being worried. that sounds silly, but i know for a fact that it's true. so, well,can we do something about it? will we? life is short, they all say. so let's do something about it? i wonder if they say it for the sake of saying it.

thought of the day: do you think that somewhere in heaven, there is a place where our worries will fly to and we won't need to have a care in the world?