hola, once again
woah. its been a long time since i last checked in. a lot has happened since. let's see.
i've made clear to most of my friends who and what i really am. previously i kept it to myself and only a few people knew. now i'm sure of myself, and so more people are let into my circle, so to speak. haha. i'm glad that now people know i'm gay and i guess they won't try and hit on me. but i know certian people still cannot accept lesbians, so well, in other words, fuck them.
other stuff going on. my family has hit on some hard times, but i'm hoping it'll all be over. i had some problems with a friend of mine with whom i was very close to, so in order to try and revive and maybe keep the friendship, i have made some sacrifices and moved out of hall. school as usual, sucks. 5 modules this sem, and i haven't been for a single lecture at all. group projects suck. university isn't very nice when you have no motivation to study, i guess. i'm hoping my motivation will come back and stop flying away like some damned free bird. haha.
and. i am currently on the lookout for a girlfriend. it's not easy, just ask around, but i will. find one. i promise. someone who accepts me like i am i hope.
oh. and i went ot KL recently, twice actually, once with my family and once with a friend, and i bought THE L Word season 1 and 2 dvds back to watch. it's great, a very good show. a little like the female lesbian Sex and The City. some stuff they say is very true ain't it. the soundtrack to it is nice too. oh and i bought the Saving Face dvd. its really funny, and i fell in love with Michelle Krusiec for a while after that.
besides that, no more has been happening in my dear old boring life. oh, i finally signed up for some lesbian network thing in sg, i hope it goes well. since i lost contact with my les friend sin sec sch, i haven't really been mixing with les ppl and that sucks a lot. hah. hope that goes well.
i guess that's all, really. in truth, i'm really tired of people thinking me as something else that i'm not. and my pride kills a lot of stuff that actually could happen. too much pride. and as for certain people, i think i really don't need all your fucking snide comments and what nots. don't try and control me or make my life hell, cos i'll make yours much worse. bastards always remain bastards, and i don'd desire to continue hanging out with bastards.
i hope to be really happy soon. i am not, but who knows. fats is never controlled. maybe i will really find a girlfriend in time and then, i will be truly happy and satisfied. because only when you have once been in a same-sex relationship that you will know, it breathes life into your heart and soul.
"Were we not having loved ones? Though only once in a while."
i've made clear to most of my friends who and what i really am. previously i kept it to myself and only a few people knew. now i'm sure of myself, and so more people are let into my circle, so to speak. haha. i'm glad that now people know i'm gay and i guess they won't try and hit on me. but i know certian people still cannot accept lesbians, so well, in other words, fuck them.
other stuff going on. my family has hit on some hard times, but i'm hoping it'll all be over. i had some problems with a friend of mine with whom i was very close to, so in order to try and revive and maybe keep the friendship, i have made some sacrifices and moved out of hall. school as usual, sucks. 5 modules this sem, and i haven't been for a single lecture at all. group projects suck. university isn't very nice when you have no motivation to study, i guess. i'm hoping my motivation will come back and stop flying away like some damned free bird. haha.
and. i am currently on the lookout for a girlfriend. it's not easy, just ask around, but i will. find one. i promise. someone who accepts me like i am i hope.
oh. and i went ot KL recently, twice actually, once with my family and once with a friend, and i bought THE L Word season 1 and 2 dvds back to watch. it's great, a very good show. a little like the female lesbian Sex and The City. some stuff they say is very true ain't it. the soundtrack to it is nice too. oh and i bought the Saving Face dvd. its really funny, and i fell in love with Michelle Krusiec for a while after that.
besides that, no more has been happening in my dear old boring life. oh, i finally signed up for some lesbian network thing in sg, i hope it goes well. since i lost contact with my les friend sin sec sch, i haven't really been mixing with les ppl and that sucks a lot. hah. hope that goes well.
i guess that's all, really. in truth, i'm really tired of people thinking me as something else that i'm not. and my pride kills a lot of stuff that actually could happen. too much pride. and as for certain people, i think i really don't need all your fucking snide comments and what nots. don't try and control me or make my life hell, cos i'll make yours much worse. bastards always remain bastards, and i don'd desire to continue hanging out with bastards.
i hope to be really happy soon. i am not, but who knows. fats is never controlled. maybe i will really find a girlfriend in time and then, i will be truly happy and satisfied. because only when you have once been in a same-sex relationship that you will know, it breathes life into your heart and soul.
"Were we not having loved ones? Though only once in a while."
posted by slantedvision at 11:54 AM
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