no strings attached
I can never do a no strings attached relationship or sex. It just isn't me. There doesn't seem to be anything in it but a night or a day of pleasure, after which all happiness or contentment that you feel is gone. A no strings attached anything is not for me. No, sirree.
Why I say this is because I have a friend who is currently having a no strings attached relationship/sex with her ex. I wonder how this happens. To my friend, i guess she doesn't mind it. But to her ex, i know he would rather be with her through it all, not just for a no strings attached relationship.
There is this feeling of emptiness having a no strings attached relationship, is it not so? I once had a no strings attached relationship with my ex, and boy did it suck horribly. It made me feel worthless and empty. Worse of all, it left me always hanging, wondering if we would get back together or we would each go our separate ways. Luckily enough for me, I stopped in time, before it all got too much.
I guess maybe there are people who would do anything just to touch the ones they love, to hold the ones they love close, even if only for a night. It's better than nothing, to some. The extent of their love goes deep, the only loss is that the one they love doesn't love them back.
Fortunately enough, the girlfriend and I have an ALL strings attached relationship. In another sense, we're lovers. Girlfriends. Identity established. I can never do a no strings attached relationship, and i think neither can she. Which is what I am so glad about it.
The luckiest thing? We have a huge amount of love to give to each other in this relationship. Granted, there are storms, there are tough times, but these tough times will turn out to be the best parts of our lives, simply because through it all, we stood by each other and continued loving.
On another note entirely, my mother is seriously pissing me off greatly. Thus my dad and I are having a cold war with her. In this world, it is never one person always right. Somehow she thinks the entire world and my whole family is screwed up, except her. I rather think its the opposite. If the whole family is fine together and they dun actually quarrel with each other, except for her, it makes some sense that her thinking is a little screwed up. Why shout and nag and throw her weight around the house, when really, I think no one bothers. My mother is too stubborn to actually see some things are her fault. It's no wonder at times our family is screwed up.
Why I say this is because I have a friend who is currently having a no strings attached relationship/sex with her ex. I wonder how this happens. To my friend, i guess she doesn't mind it. But to her ex, i know he would rather be with her through it all, not just for a no strings attached relationship.
There is this feeling of emptiness having a no strings attached relationship, is it not so? I once had a no strings attached relationship with my ex, and boy did it suck horribly. It made me feel worthless and empty. Worse of all, it left me always hanging, wondering if we would get back together or we would each go our separate ways. Luckily enough for me, I stopped in time, before it all got too much.
I guess maybe there are people who would do anything just to touch the ones they love, to hold the ones they love close, even if only for a night. It's better than nothing, to some. The extent of their love goes deep, the only loss is that the one they love doesn't love them back.
Fortunately enough, the girlfriend and I have an ALL strings attached relationship. In another sense, we're lovers. Girlfriends. Identity established. I can never do a no strings attached relationship, and i think neither can she. Which is what I am so glad about it.
The luckiest thing? We have a huge amount of love to give to each other in this relationship. Granted, there are storms, there are tough times, but these tough times will turn out to be the best parts of our lives, simply because through it all, we stood by each other and continued loving.
On another note entirely, my mother is seriously pissing me off greatly. Thus my dad and I are having a cold war with her. In this world, it is never one person always right. Somehow she thinks the entire world and my whole family is screwed up, except her. I rather think its the opposite. If the whole family is fine together and they dun actually quarrel with each other, except for her, it makes some sense that her thinking is a little screwed up. Why shout and nag and throw her weight around the house, when really, I think no one bothers. My mother is too stubborn to actually see some things are her fault. It's no wonder at times our family is screwed up.
posted by slantedvision at 1:57 PM
1 Comments:
i can't attach myself to anyone... it's rather difficult in my case. I tend to grow too attached, that when that person starts distancing himself or herself, i panick-- i've learned to hate that feeling and so i distance myself in order to play safe.
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