just thinking

A friend of mine asked me last night, if I ever get bored of my life.

I thought for a long time, before replying her. I said that I don't get bored of my life nowadays.

Why I feel this way now, and why I had to think for such a long time, was because I previously thought that I was bored of my life. If you had asked me this question at the same time last year, without any hesitation I would have said yes. But now, so many things have changed, I've gone through quite a lot, and I don't think I can ever say yes without having it on my conscience the rest of the time after that.

I don't think that I ever get bored of my life now, simply because I've gone through alot to make me see that I should be grateful for the things and the people that I have around me.

I don't think that I will ever get bored of my life now, because I now realise there are so many people worth living for. Trust me, after going through something painful, almost nearly no longer having the one person you wanted to be with for a long time to come, it will make you think twice. Not to mention the scare with my father. Not to mention the friends I have come to realise I cherish when certian things happened and there were people who rallied around me.

Take all of that, and add the fact of going through a near break up, nearly losing the person whom you wanted to be with and whom you loved a lot. I think, after going through all of that, I have come to realise that I have so many people worth living for. That I can never get bored of my life simply because there are all these people around.

You make my life worth living. And you, and you, and you. Et tu.