learning

I'm learning.

Learning to barely feel the pain. Learning to keep the tears inside until night falls. Learning to not hurt, not think, not feel.

Maybe it is time.

I love you so much, I hope you know. That if I can, I will always be there for you.

I love you.

To know I'll never see those eyes,
Makes it so hard not to cry.
And as we say our long goodbyes,
I nearly did.

Maybe it's time.

I hope you know that no matter the outcome, I love you. So very much.