why maybe why

Maybe
Maybe

Maybe I can't love
Maybe love
Maybe

Maybe baby

Today, I sat and stared at the bear
It stared back
Reminding me of love and promises
Reminding me of forever
Reminding me of how it could be
Reminding me of how we would always make things right

Today, I sat and stared at the bear
Today, I cried
The whole afternoon
Tears that
Wrecked my whole body

No matter how I try not to think of you I still do Everything reminds me of you

So many questions I want to talk to you Maybes No answers
You aren't talking

Why am I not your happiness anymore?
Why are you still my one and only happiness?

Why do I still want you?
I want you. So bad.
Hurts like a knife deep into my soul
Youtookawaymyeverythingwhenyouleft

9 days.
What do I want?

I want you.
God... I want you with an ache so intense.

Why am I not your happiness anymore?
Why are you still the only girl, the only person in the world who makes me completely, crazy-mad, silly, wholly happy?

Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

............why............?