slowlysinking

Slowly sinking.
Too heavy.
Too painful, too painful, too heartbreaking.
Too heavy.
Hold me up.
Whereareyou?

No.
Is this how it feels?
I cannot...

Pain.
Too fuckingpainfultobear.

Lost
Empty
Without you.
Overwhelming sadness
Tears that never end
Heartbreaking
Without you.

More than a week
I really...
Reallynomorestrength
Tears just keep falling
So tired
So painful
To try to be happy

I cry every day for every week for the girl that I lost
Tears that just won't stop
They won't, they can't
Whenit'ssodamnpainfulthe pain hasnowhereelsetogo

Won't you come and mend my heart
Won't you let me mend yours
My heart is completely broken, completely utterly breakingshatteringdissolvingintoamillionpiecessopainful

Why do you run
Why do you run when two people so in love could be together
Why do you run when you know it's undeniable
Why do you run when you know it can be resolved
I'm sorry...
fuckfuckfucki'msosorrysosorrysosorry

Just make it stop
Come here and hold me
Make it stop
Comehereandholdmyhand,walkwithmetoforever

I feel...
So lost So fucking lost.
So lost without you, don't you know? Don'tyouknow?
Can't do anything right
Can't eat can'tbreathe can't sleep can'tlaugh can't be happy can'ttalk can't run to you
So empty
So fucking emptywithoutyouinmylifeinmyheart

How do I go through life without you?
How do I go through everything without you?
How?

Why do you deny? Why do you run?
When you know everything is solvable
When you know we have so much love
When you know there is still an us
Why do you deny? Why do you run?

Stop running.Stoprunningaway.
Don't run anymore
Don'tbeafraid
My baby
ImissyoucallingmethatImissyou
I'm sorry my baby don't run anymore
Just don'tdon'trun
Don't run baby


Just say that you love me
Everything will be alright
Promise.


Come home.
Just come home.

.......... :'(