doubtful doubt

doubt
is something no one should ever harbour
anywhere inside you
for once you start to harbour doubts
it might slowly eat you up

doubt
might begin as a niggling thing
and then it could grow
feeding on your weakness and love
and this huge doubt might suffocate you

so one should never harbour any doubts
clarify. not doubt
because doubt might eat you alive

never doubt

but sometimes i wonder
sometimes i think
am i? am i not?
i don't want to ask
can't ask for too much reassurance

you are the way you are
i accept you wholly, completely
lovingly

but sometimes i feel so minute
like a speck of dust that can be brushed aside
uninvited, unimportant
come and go
just as you know

do you? do you not?
i don't want to ask
i am afraid of the answer
i am a coward when it comes to this
because i love you
do you? do you not?

i could ask for so many things
but i am unsure and uncertain
sometimes i really don't know
... ... ...
do you? do you not?
do you really?

doubt
is something no one should ever harbour

i love you
so i try my best not to doubt
i love you
in every single way
i love you
and i have never loved anyone this much before

i could ask for so many things
but i only want one thing

love me.
please.