Sunday, May 28, 2006

oh no.

Oh no. its been raining the whole of today. not tt i dun like it, i love it, in fact. i think, however, tt im a little crazy. i like to get drenched in the rain, running barefoot in the heavy mad downpour. i dunno why. i tink its lifts my spirit. makes me happier. as if i haven't a care in the world and i can just run and get wet without consequences. haha.

On another note, i have a cat. its name is Patches. Patches lives in Sengkang around Blk 269. haha. it isn't my cat, to be exact. just tt ytd i was at the girlfriend's house, and Patches sat outside on the grass and listened to me talking to him. i told him not to moan so loud at night because it scares the girlfriend, and immediately after i left, he started moaning v loudly, calling out to all its feline partners for sex. haha. i thought it was hilarious. Patches, my horny cat. lol.

Things weren't all tt well ytd, tho, i gt accused of something i din do, by the girlfriend's mother. i understand tt maybe she's ill, and she doesn't approve of our r/s, however, tts not the way to show ur disapproval. accusing me of smth i din do. i am unhappy because it concerns my reputation and integrity, and because it shows an evident lack of respect, whether for me or her. i respect her, obviously. i can't do nothing about it, though. all i know is it ruins my integrity, and it makes me not want to go over anymore. i have my pride, and the way the accusation was rolled out for everyone to hear, i dun think i like tt very much. but i understand it, if i see it from her point of view, too. unable to accept tt her daughter's in a r/s with me. well, all i can say is im not in it for me alone, im not in it to take advantage of anyone. im in it because i love the girlfriend.

Because i promised the girlfriend im not gonna get pissed off over it, i won't. so darlng, don't you worry, im alright about it. i love you, anyway. that's really all that matters :)

Oh no! i have black fingers. i have to go wash them now. that's all.

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