invincible
Was listening to John Mayer's "No Such Things". therefore -- I am invincible. if i could only run through the halls of school, screaming at the top of my lungs. but then again, there isn't such a thing as a real world, is there? it's how we make it out to be, i guess. haha.
Well, i am peeling like some fucked up person, and my face stings. I look like a variety of colours currently, black, brown, red and white on my face, thanks to Sentosa and the sunburns i got. it is awfully ugly; i can't even stand myself, i dunno how the girlfriend can stand it.
The girlfriend's exams are coming soon, and i can't wait for it to be over. every minute when her exams are over is a constant worry to me, because i see her becoming very stressed out, and when she's stressed she doesn't cope with it, so she doesn't eat, doesn't take care of herself. she's grown thinner and looks more fragile, and it worries me. so i always try to cheer her up, not to be so serious, but in the end i always get scolded. then comes another spiel of moodiness, when actually i just want to take away that constant look of stress and worry off her face.
Every minute i spend with her when her exams aren't over is actually pretty worrying and a little tense to me, actually. i feel that at any minute, whatever i say or do will cause her temper to explode, and then she will flare up at me very badly. either that, or she might fall ill or become overstressed. so its pretty much like walking on egg shells when it comes to her, for now. i dun like it, but there isn't much i can do at this stage. i just try to do stuff for her, go through her work with her, be there for her, i guess that's about it. i think why i feel slightly tense is because of the recent times she has flared up at me very badly, and it made me think, in certain ways, that it cannot really happen again. but i understand where she's coming from.
But no worries, it will go off soon, with the end of her exams. can't wait, actually, to do so many things tt i wanna do with the girlfriend. it perks me up. makes me happier than i already am with her.
Sentosa again, i hope soon! haha. well, that's about it for now. gonna meet the girlfriend later, yay! everytime i meet her im one happy idiot.
Results are out very very soon. Scares the hell out of me.
Well, i am peeling like some fucked up person, and my face stings. I look like a variety of colours currently, black, brown, red and white on my face, thanks to Sentosa and the sunburns i got. it is awfully ugly; i can't even stand myself, i dunno how the girlfriend can stand it.
The girlfriend's exams are coming soon, and i can't wait for it to be over. every minute when her exams are over is a constant worry to me, because i see her becoming very stressed out, and when she's stressed she doesn't cope with it, so she doesn't eat, doesn't take care of herself. she's grown thinner and looks more fragile, and it worries me. so i always try to cheer her up, not to be so serious, but in the end i always get scolded. then comes another spiel of moodiness, when actually i just want to take away that constant look of stress and worry off her face.
Every minute i spend with her when her exams aren't over is actually pretty worrying and a little tense to me, actually. i feel that at any minute, whatever i say or do will cause her temper to explode, and then she will flare up at me very badly. either that, or she might fall ill or become overstressed. so its pretty much like walking on egg shells when it comes to her, for now. i dun like it, but there isn't much i can do at this stage. i just try to do stuff for her, go through her work with her, be there for her, i guess that's about it. i think why i feel slightly tense is because of the recent times she has flared up at me very badly, and it made me think, in certain ways, that it cannot really happen again. but i understand where she's coming from.
But no worries, it will go off soon, with the end of her exams. can't wait, actually, to do so many things tt i wanna do with the girlfriend. it perks me up. makes me happier than i already am with her.
Sentosa again, i hope soon! haha. well, that's about it for now. gonna meet the girlfriend later, yay! everytime i meet her im one happy idiot.
Results are out very very soon. Scares the hell out of me.
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