please don't

Sometimes, thinking more for others wouldn't harm. But thinking too much for yourself would harm others.

So, you being you, you just do all you wanna do, feel like doing, and you leave the consequences for us all. How does that speak of you, I wonder?

Could it be because you are such, which is why I always think and do too much for others, instead of myself? Maybe I'm like that because I'm trying to avoid following in your footsteps. So, if I make others happy, it would please me. Because at least they don't suffer the consequences just because you choose to pity yourself.

Just because you can't accept that people will grow wings and fly. Just because you can't accept that you can't control anymore.

Honestly? Sometimes the least you could do is to try and accept.

And you. You do not have any authority whatsoever to tell me what I can or cannot do. No authority whatsoever to stop me from saying what I want to say. You don't control my life; you don't hold the strings to it. Nor to me. Please. Do not try to fucking play authority crap with me.

I'm in a bad mood, aren't I. It's the tension, I guess.

If it wasn't because you're here with me, I wouldn't know how I'd deal with it all. Luckily enough, you are here with me. Souls.