not real, right?

This is not real, right?

This cannot be for real. I don't believe it is real. I refuse to believe it's for real.

I'm gonna stay in self-denial and pretend I never knew of it. Therefore it isn't real.

I know that sounds pretty stupid, but well, desperate people have desperate measures to take.

If anyone could see me now, my face would be like that of the icon. Gorgeous Rachel Shelley aka Helena. It's the what-the-fuck?? face.

This isn't real. I refuse to believe it's real.

What the fuck???