so very tired.
mood: exhausted
music: Don't Cha - The Pussycat Dolls
i am so tired. physically and mentally. consecutive late nights have left me exhausted such tt ive fallen ill. because of school i have to wake up so early, and attend only 2 hours of lessons. i do not like school. seriously. i eagerly wait for the day school is over. for now, i can only be contended with a 1 week recess, which isn't really a breack since projects and assignments are to be done. damn.
and i am sick and tired of people pushing me around. saying stuff tt they think is so true but to me doesn't even count. and i am sick of you, pushing all the blame on me. everything is my fault. what happened is my fault because you are the all-mighty, you are so true to yourself, so real, you don't lie, you don't do anything that harms anyone. well, to hell with that. everyone makes mistakes. if you're looking for perfection, you're finding it in the wrong person. you don't know shit about me. i am complex, so don't bother looking for perfection when you don't know the most basic about me. you are so conservative, you think what you do and say is always right, you'd rather see wad u wanna believe than wad is really in front of you. well, damn you. to tell you the truth, if you even knew what i was like deep inside, your beliefs would all shatter. people are not all what they seem to be. so my sexual orientation veers away from the norm. so what? do you even know that in the first place. you go around as if you have a stick up that ass. screw you. you know nothing, and you are, seriously, nothing much. what's with your arrogance, fucker?
and you, too. ive known all along how you really were like. but i chose to stay friends with you because i could overlook all your faults and still see that you were nice. that you could be a good friend. but look, now. you too, push the blame on me. what's wrong with keeping quiet? me keeping quiet doesnt mean i agree. im just avoiding disagreements and fights. what do you expect of me? when i say stuff and you don't answer, i don't even let it get to me. it doesn't bother me cos its just normal at times. so what's with you? why is it that when i keep quiet, the blame is on me? i became the cranky one. you're so good, so great, no crankiness at all. i don't say, that's all. i let you do as you wish, i don't pass comments that you do, without even running it through your big brain. i think for you. so i just keep quiet and let things go. but you don't, do you. bc you are so superior in all you do. damn you.
thought of the day: silence is golden. really?
music: Don't Cha - The Pussycat Dolls
i am so tired. physically and mentally. consecutive late nights have left me exhausted such tt ive fallen ill. because of school i have to wake up so early, and attend only 2 hours of lessons. i do not like school. seriously. i eagerly wait for the day school is over. for now, i can only be contended with a 1 week recess, which isn't really a breack since projects and assignments are to be done. damn.
and i am sick and tired of people pushing me around. saying stuff tt they think is so true but to me doesn't even count. and i am sick of you, pushing all the blame on me. everything is my fault. what happened is my fault because you are the all-mighty, you are so true to yourself, so real, you don't lie, you don't do anything that harms anyone. well, to hell with that. everyone makes mistakes. if you're looking for perfection, you're finding it in the wrong person. you don't know shit about me. i am complex, so don't bother looking for perfection when you don't know the most basic about me. you are so conservative, you think what you do and say is always right, you'd rather see wad u wanna believe than wad is really in front of you. well, damn you. to tell you the truth, if you even knew what i was like deep inside, your beliefs would all shatter. people are not all what they seem to be. so my sexual orientation veers away from the norm. so what? do you even know that in the first place. you go around as if you have a stick up that ass. screw you. you know nothing, and you are, seriously, nothing much. what's with your arrogance, fucker?
and you, too. ive known all along how you really were like. but i chose to stay friends with you because i could overlook all your faults and still see that you were nice. that you could be a good friend. but look, now. you too, push the blame on me. what's wrong with keeping quiet? me keeping quiet doesnt mean i agree. im just avoiding disagreements and fights. what do you expect of me? when i say stuff and you don't answer, i don't even let it get to me. it doesn't bother me cos its just normal at times. so what's with you? why is it that when i keep quiet, the blame is on me? i became the cranky one. you're so good, so great, no crankiness at all. i don't say, that's all. i let you do as you wish, i don't pass comments that you do, without even running it through your big brain. i think for you. so i just keep quiet and let things go. but you don't, do you. bc you are so superior in all you do. damn you.
thought of the day: silence is golden. really?
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