just woken up

mood: sleepy-eyed

music: She Is Beautiful - Andrew WK

been a while since i last posted. well. i just woke up and my eyes are still not fully open yet. i had the major fucking biggest headache in my life yesterday. it was horrid. i couldn't move, couldn't talk. damn. so i slept early and woke up late. the outcome? i still feel the remains of a headache.
anyway. i made myself a promise. that i will start studying soon, and i will start attending all lectures and tutorials and seminars. i think, however, that i will break it. only because i am not really motivated to go for lectures. damn. how am i ever going to get through 3 years of university if i continue like this? this is worrying.
thought of the day: should i, or should i not?