sway

Don't know what to think,
Don't know what to feel,
Still.
Don't know how to think,
Don't know how to feel,
Still.

Maybe words are for nothing.
Maybe words are for something.

Hide and seek.
Now I feel it, now i don't.
Eyes wide shut.
Now I see it, now i don't.

Playing tricks.
One night, one day, all good,
The next it's the same,
Yet again.

Taking your time,
As if all the time in the world is yours and mine.
But it is not.
That niggling doubt, that small uncertainty, this little insecurity,
Increases with time.

Still...
Hide and seek.
Eyes wide shut.
Never constant, never constant.

It's alright.
It's okay.
I should be fine with it.
I am fine with it.
Not much of hopes or whatsoever.
Just wanting things to be fixed.

Fix things.