please..

"...because people who love each other don't need to use fucking hurtful words."

you're right.
that's right.

but can't you see it?
that's the only way i can get through to you.
can't you see it?
can you tell?

i've tried
i've tried different ways
to tell you that it's important
to let you know that it matters
i've tried to talk to you

but you never saw that it was important
you didn't think that it mattered
you didn't think that it was of importance to us

you thought it was a mountain out of a molehill.

but it's not.

how will i ever know if you don't say it
and you don't show it?
how will i ever know?
how will this doubt,
this uncertainty, this insecurity, go away?

i'm yours and you're mine
yet at times i feel like the fool
i let you in on almost everything
but to you, it isn't important that you let me in
at times, it seems like you're the only one in it
it is never important that you let me in

and i end up feeling like a stranger.
like a fool.
when i make sure you never ever feel like a stranger or a fool.

can't you see it?
can you tell?
i've tried about everything to let you know
to make you see that it's important, that it matters
i tolerated, i taught you
i tried to talk to you
each time you brush me off
each time you run
each time you make me feel like i'm disturbing you
and i feel like a fool
because i keep trying to get through to you

and when things get too much
when things start to accumulate
it comes to this.

fucking hurtful words
i hurt you
you hurt me

but i am just trying to get through to you
it's so frustrating not being able to

just tell me what you want me to do
tell me what you want me to do to get through to you
just tell me what i should do

please..
because it hurts me
because it is so painful
knowing that it matters to me but i can't get through to you
because it tires me
most of all, because it hurts so much

because i love you so much
because i do...
i just want to get through to you..

please...
tell me what you want me to do.
just tell me what you want me to do.