stupid girl

it is nothing
at the end of the day.
what you do does not matter
because it is not in your hands.

which part do you fucking not understand?

stupid. stupid stupid stupid
fucking stupid girl
fucking stupid naive girl
believing in all your naive dreams of love
believing in all your stupid lovely romantic ideals of love
so fucking stupid

so fucking stupid
couldn't you see that?
why the fuck did you believe in that?
didn't you know it would only hurt you?
so what if you've found the girl you wanna share it all with?
didn't you know that your dreams of love wouldn't be shared by anyone but yourself?

fucking fucking stupid girl
you should have learnt your lesson
you should have learnt not to trust
you should have learnt so many things
but you chose to believe in love
fucking fucking stupid girl

stupid stupid sad girl
now your heart is broken
now your tears are flowing
now you're hurting so badly
now you're in so much pain
stupid stupid sad girl
why did you choose to believe in love?
why did you choose to trust?
now your broken heart is shattering
and i can see it falling to the floor
shattered pieces, parts scattered
how do you find it all to make it whole again?

fucking stupid sad girl
you love her so much
but you're just one fucking stupid sad girl
because it is never what you think it is

so what if you love her so much?
if only it mattered
if only that mattered
if only she could see that it would be alright

but too much,
and still too late

stupid. fucking stupid stupid stupid
fucking stupid girl
your love for her
does not mean her love for you.

stupid. fucking stupid stupid stupid.
fucking stupid.