silent words

where are you, other than here inside of me?

don't know what to think anymore
don't know what to feel anymore
the unbearable, intensified pain
certain kind of numbness

sleep the sleep of the sad
even in sleep, sad dreams assault me
wake with wet cheeks
and then i wake
i am not with you anymore
you don't want to be with me

and i don't want to wake up at all.

it hurts so bad
so bad that it hurts to breathe
so bad. it hurts so bad. so painful.

the one i love
leaving me

you made me see how it could be like
so close to paradise
just you loving me, just me loving you
so close to paradise
i pulled down the barriers of those walls
you entered.
and you left.

taking away my everything
you were my everything
you were my world
what did you do?

the rain that you brought with you
the lonely rain that you brought when you left me
falls on me, and only on me
and the tears flow
flow with the lonely rain
forgotten, unknown tears.

you don't know
you don't know how it feels

so painful
hurts too damn much
everything is a kind of pain
i miss you. so much.

i miss you and it hurts so damn much.

can you hear my heart breaking?
can you hear the pieces falling to the floor?
make my heart stop aching
make the pain go away

i miss you and it hurts so damn much.