please

i could stand with the crowd
but i still feel like i'm alone
why do i feel alone?
it feels like i'm one person taking charge of two

i am relieved
i am glad
but my heart still feels strangely heavy
my heart still feels sad

i guess maybe, just maybe
i still think something is gonna happen soon
i still think something like what did happen in the past will occur soon
so i'm shielding myself
because i'm so afraid

i need to learn to trust again
i need to learn to have faith again
i need to learn to be secure and certain again
but i don't need to learn to love again

because i never stopped loving you.

i gave you my everything
for you were my everything
you still are my everything
love, affection, concern, attention
more than everything

maybe that wasn't enough

if i promise to just be here like how i always am
if i promise to show you affection all the time
if i promise to not hold back any love
if i promise to just love you with everything i have
if i promise to do all the above, like how i always have

will you still hurt me again?

if i promise to do all the above like how i always have done
can you not hurt me again?

because it is so painful
because it still hurts
because i'm scared

i just want to love you
i just want you to love me

please fix things
please let it be alright again
please fix things
each time i tell you to, you don't do it
you don't do it until it's almost too late

but please, will you fix things?
please let us be alright again
please fix things.
please, baby.

because i know you love me
and i know i love you

because at the end of the day
it is you and me.
it is us.