regarding nothing
Just ramblings regarding nothing. i think tts what i do most of the time. well, yesterday i walked for ages, and this morning i woke up with aching feet. because the girlfriend had exams at expo, so i walked around tampines mall for 3 hours waiting for her. not exactly my ideal way of passing the time, but well, its all worth it.
Tuesday was Chomp Chomp day with my friend and her girlfriend, and she told me smth very funny. she said no young person could be as disciplined as me. Me? Disciplined?? wads the world coming too? and actually, it was just tt we were on the topic of sleeping habits, and they said i was the most disciplined 20 yr old person they ever knew. only because i sleep late at 2am or so but wake up by 930am everyday. actually it isn't tt i like to wake up early, i just dun like waking up when the sun's so high in the sky. a lot of time wasted, and besides, i like the smell of the mornings, i like the sounds of mornings, and everything associated with mornings and nights.
Well, i was just thinking that a lot of trust and refreshing honesty is needed in any form of a r/s, esp for a love r/s. why? because without trust and honesty, we might as well just be savages. so i am always honest with regards to the girlfriend, and i put my trust in her although sometimes i judge wrongly. but no matter, it doesnt worry me, cos at least i know i trust her in most ways.
But i need some trust as well. i feel i need it. i know tt yes, i have done wrong in the past, but tt was a long time passing, and now is now. ive been trying in so many ways to show her that well, i love her, and pls would u give me some trust, but it doesnt seem to be getting anywhere. she has all my passwords, everything she needs to know, so anytime she thinks im cheating on her or smth, she can just check. i dun bother about tt. i just think there is a lack of respect for me when she does it without even telling me or letting me know. but well, after ive told her yesterday, i hope all things turn out better. my love for her is more powerful than anything else, and hopefully she can see that, enough to trust me somewhat. no matter, it will all be ok soon.
Her last paper is on Friday, and after that less stress. But for now, i know she will do well for her last paper, because i've gone through it with her, and because i know she can do it.
So, that's all for my ramblings regarding nothing. The song playing now is Faraway - Nickelback. just wanted to put tt down, i dunno why. see you guys around.
Tuesday was Chomp Chomp day with my friend and her girlfriend, and she told me smth very funny. she said no young person could be as disciplined as me. Me? Disciplined?? wads the world coming too? and actually, it was just tt we were on the topic of sleeping habits, and they said i was the most disciplined 20 yr old person they ever knew. only because i sleep late at 2am or so but wake up by 930am everyday. actually it isn't tt i like to wake up early, i just dun like waking up when the sun's so high in the sky. a lot of time wasted, and besides, i like the smell of the mornings, i like the sounds of mornings, and everything associated with mornings and nights.
Well, i was just thinking that a lot of trust and refreshing honesty is needed in any form of a r/s, esp for a love r/s. why? because without trust and honesty, we might as well just be savages. so i am always honest with regards to the girlfriend, and i put my trust in her although sometimes i judge wrongly. but no matter, it doesnt worry me, cos at least i know i trust her in most ways.
But i need some trust as well. i feel i need it. i know tt yes, i have done wrong in the past, but tt was a long time passing, and now is now. ive been trying in so many ways to show her that well, i love her, and pls would u give me some trust, but it doesnt seem to be getting anywhere. she has all my passwords, everything she needs to know, so anytime she thinks im cheating on her or smth, she can just check. i dun bother about tt. i just think there is a lack of respect for me when she does it without even telling me or letting me know. but well, after ive told her yesterday, i hope all things turn out better. my love for her is more powerful than anything else, and hopefully she can see that, enough to trust me somewhat. no matter, it will all be ok soon.
Her last paper is on Friday, and after that less stress. But for now, i know she will do well for her last paper, because i've gone through it with her, and because i know she can do it.
So, that's all for my ramblings regarding nothing. The song playing now is Faraway - Nickelback. just wanted to put tt down, i dunno why. see you guys around.
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