and you say it's me.

You don't have the faintest clue how you've neglected me, or the relationship.

Although I keep quiet, it doesn't mean that there isn't anything wrong. I kept quiet because I didn't want you to feel worse. I wanted you to recover. But your attitude, and your sms-es, they tell a different story. They tell of neglection, of forgetting, of you, but not a little bit of me.

You say i am being selfish. You say all i know is about wanting to meet up with you. You say i don't give a damn that you're ill. But, i care. Precisely because i care, that i keep nagging at you, scolding you to take care of yourself, and scolding you because you don't take care of yourself. I am doing the best that i can in this situation. I didn't have people around me who always fall ill, once a week. Give me time, i am dealing with it the best way i can. Everyone around you cares about you, they are giving you the attention you need. That includes me. So don't worry. But what about me? I need some care, some attention too. It isn't about meeting you. It was NEVER about meeting you, or what time we could make it. It was about trying to tell you, without having to open my mouth, that I could do with some attention, some care.

But you still don't know how much your neglection causes, you don't know how bad your neglection can hurt.

What tops it off is that you never even had the faintest idea that you were neglecting me.

Do I have to argue with you for you to know?

Neither of us wants neglection. You don't want it, and neither do I. I want to be surrounded in your love.