it's really just the way things are

as reiterated before, sometimes things just really are the way they are.

i cannot emphasise enough that some things really are just the way they are.

because it is just that way, i don't even think to say what is on my mind, or what i could be thinking at that time. because, seriously, what for? it's obvious that my mind works differently from anyone else. i think different thoughts from what she could be thinking. maybe what someone told me holds true here -- that what i think might not be logic to someone else. so if that is the case, why say it out then?

i fight for so many things. and sometimes, sometimes i would just want one thing to come true. for some things that i wish for to happen. it always is me, and i don't mind. am i asking for too much? maybe i am. maybe i really am asking for too much.

maybe i'm just asking for you.

deep within me, i have the sense to recognise what is deep within me. but silent. to articulate it wouldn't make much of a difference. i guess maybe that is more than enough. maybe that's why i want certain things.

but deep within me, i think i have the sense to recognise whatever it is inside.

i know that somethings are just the way it is. and i should count my blessings. i count them everyday. so i am not mad, because i don't see a point in getting mad. anyway it is only a matter of minutes before the feeling goes away. so what is the point. i love, and i love wholeheartedly. i'm lucky, lucky to have her. i'm glad, glad that i'm with her. so i count my blessings, and just let things be the way they are, because isn't it all about accepting and understanding?

it just is the way it is.

you just have to get used to it.
it just all takes getting used to.