I have a dream

Today, I have a dream.

I dream of doing nothing but reading novels all day long, and when I feel like it, watching some movie or TV series, if not then using my laptop and surfing random webpages.

I have a dream of living in my own little small apartment by myself for the first couple of months or maybe the first few years or so, and then gradually living with my woman, the girl I love.

I have a dream of waking up in the mornings, brewing myself a nice hot cup of tea, eating a croissant, toast and eggs and bacon and ham and sausages, sitting at my nice little small table, in my very own apartment, with the TV on just for noise, and looking around at my nice little small apartment, perhaps sharing my breakfast with my dogs or two, and a cat. My small little nice apartment would hopefully overlook the entire city (I want it to be on a high floor), if not maybe it would overlook something nice. If not, I wouldn't mind if it doesn't overlook anything, so long as I have my own little small nice apartment.

I have a dream of lazing around after breakfast, then going out to my woman's house (which hopefully would be just right around the corner from mine, or perhaps just a street across from mine, or even a few levels above or below my apartment), and waking my woman up if she is still in bed. I would have the keys to her house and she would have the keys to my house, and I would wake her up and make her breakfast, and then laze around with her.

I have a dream of, if my woman is at work, going into my woman's house just to tidy her place for her, and cook her something nice, give her a surprise, something nice and sweet. Then, when she comes home from work, my woman and I will have great marvellous fantastic sex, after which I will fall asleep in her arms, in her bed, and wake up to her the next morning, and go back to my own apartment the next morning.

I have a dream of just doing nothing everyday, waking up at whatever hour I want to, just reading my suspense/thriller/crime novels and watching the TV programmes, series that I like, and catching a movie or two. And then I will write when I feel like writing, and when I post it up online, everyone reads it and it generates a huge-ass amount of profit for me.

I have a great dream of having my own freedom, my own space, my own privacy, my own independence, free from all chains that bind me, living my life doing what I want to do at my own time and answering to no one. Of course, I would still provide for the people I should provide for, not out of obligation, but out of just filial piety. But most importantly, I want my own space, my own freedom, my own privacy, my own independence, my own room away from the rest of my family, apart from them and away from them, hopefully at the other end of this city where they live or just not so near them. And then when I have the financial ability to, my own little small apartment. Even if I just rent a room or an apartment. As long as it is my own little freedom, my own piece of heaven, with the lady I love, I am contented.

I have a dream of not having to wake up so early in the morning, dreading the process of going to work and having to face an entire day at work, and then returning home dead tired. I have a dream of not having to go to work everyday. I have a dream of not being so tired and sleepy everyday.

And I have the greatest dream of just being able to be in the same place as my baby. I have the greatest dream of just living and being in the same country as my woman.

I have the greatest dream of waking up early just to send my woman to work and picking her up from work, then going for dinner together, and perhaps she will come home with me or I will go back to her place with her.

I have the greatest dream of just knowing that I can see her everyday, any day, whenever and wherever I want to. I have the greatest dream of just wanting to be with her in the same country.

But hold your breath, because some things do come true. If you wish hard enough, and you want it bad enough, and you keep wishing and wanting it to happen, it will happen. The whole world conspires with you to get it, if you want something that badly.

So hold your breath, because I know a few months from now, I will have my dream fulfilled, of my woman living in the same country as me.

For now, I have one dream fulfilled -- the girl I love. She is my dream come true.

Today, I have a dream. No, make that plenty of dreams.

Today, I have plenty of dreams.
And guess where I dreamed of these dreams? While I was at work.

Beat that.