everybody.

Sometimes everything is wrong
And your days are nights alone
Well, everybody hurts sometimes
Everybody cries.
And everybody hurts sometimes
So, hold on, hold on
You are not alone.

I feel a sense of sadness. I guess on a certain level, everybody hurts. I guess I have to try and deal with it myself. I am supposed to be strong. I need support. She says she is with me. But I'm so afraid, sometimes, that I wish I could stop feeling scared. Stop feeling insecured, because I am not like that. i am not made up of vulnerabilities and nothing else.

I know I can't, and i won't not ever love her, because my love for her is ineffable. I guess it's true, what the song says. Everybody hurts, sometimes.

I guess it's just my time now. To be part of the 'everybody'.

Don't run away, my love.