i say.
What was once the way, is now another way.
The word 'forever' is impractical. Is it, really? I think that forever is relative and subjective. In a way, the word 'forever' is up to you to decide. For certain people, it may be really for ever. For others,it may be for as long as possible. As for me, I see forever as long term. As long as time passes by, as long as time allows, as long as it may be for whatever it is, that is my version of forever.
In terms of my relationship, I see forever as long term. As in, for maybe a few years and more, if everythings else allows. The girlfriend once said to me that she wanted for us to be forever in the sense that we live together, work and all and come home to each other. In that sense, that is exactly what I want. My version of long term, my version of forever or what it may be. I'm not getting any younger, after 1 and 1 half more yrs, i will have to go out to work, so i want that to be my long term. I am not sure if now, the girlfriend still wants her version of long term, as she has told me not to think of forever. But i feel that my forever isn't 100 yrs, it is long term. It takes 2 hands to clap in a relationship, and I am doing what i can now. For the long term. Hopefully, what the girlfriend has told me in the past about her version of long term still exists now.
Speaking of which, i want to cure the girlfriend's very mild depression. That means making sure she communicates, whether it is to friends, parents, or me. I know i will be there whenever she needs me, so i guess in that sense, i am trying as best as i can to cure it. Go out on dates, exercise, just talk, just holding her hand and letting her walk where she pleases. I want for her a lot of things, as for myself as well, so well, its good, i guess.
On another note, life is made up of tiny pleasures. and tiny tiny pleasures make me happy. like talking to my friends, to my sister. joking with my friends. walking in the rain. tasting the rain.Cuddling with the girlfriend. Holding her hand, listening to her talking. All these make up life, make my life more meaningful.
"If there had been only one star in the sky, that one star would have aroused as much wonder as all the other stars together. After all, nobody goes round complaining because there's only one moon. On the contrary, if there had been a hundred moons they would only have got in each other's way. So the creation of billions of stars in the sky was an excessive exaggeration. Whenever there's too much of anything, you can stare at it without appreciating it. That's how its possible to be out under a starry sky and fail to see a single star because of a shower of shooting stars."
"A Christmas Mystery" -- Jostein Gaarder
The word 'forever' is impractical. Is it, really? I think that forever is relative and subjective. In a way, the word 'forever' is up to you to decide. For certain people, it may be really for ever. For others,it may be for as long as possible. As for me, I see forever as long term. As long as time passes by, as long as time allows, as long as it may be for whatever it is, that is my version of forever.
In terms of my relationship, I see forever as long term. As in, for maybe a few years and more, if everythings else allows. The girlfriend once said to me that she wanted for us to be forever in the sense that we live together, work and all and come home to each other. In that sense, that is exactly what I want. My version of long term, my version of forever or what it may be. I'm not getting any younger, after 1 and 1 half more yrs, i will have to go out to work, so i want that to be my long term. I am not sure if now, the girlfriend still wants her version of long term, as she has told me not to think of forever. But i feel that my forever isn't 100 yrs, it is long term. It takes 2 hands to clap in a relationship, and I am doing what i can now. For the long term. Hopefully, what the girlfriend has told me in the past about her version of long term still exists now.
Speaking of which, i want to cure the girlfriend's very mild depression. That means making sure she communicates, whether it is to friends, parents, or me. I know i will be there whenever she needs me, so i guess in that sense, i am trying as best as i can to cure it. Go out on dates, exercise, just talk, just holding her hand and letting her walk where she pleases. I want for her a lot of things, as for myself as well, so well, its good, i guess.
On another note, life is made up of tiny pleasures. and tiny tiny pleasures make me happy. like talking to my friends, to my sister. joking with my friends. walking in the rain. tasting the rain.Cuddling with the girlfriend. Holding her hand, listening to her talking. All these make up life, make my life more meaningful.
"If there had been only one star in the sky, that one star would have aroused as much wonder as all the other stars together. After all, nobody goes round complaining because there's only one moon. On the contrary, if there had been a hundred moons they would only have got in each other's way. So the creation of billions of stars in the sky was an excessive exaggeration. Whenever there's too much of anything, you can stare at it without appreciating it. That's how its possible to be out under a starry sky and fail to see a single star because of a shower of shooting stars."
"A Christmas Mystery" -- Jostein Gaarder
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