just thinking.
School has started. I hate it. The monotonous 2 hour travel just to get to school, sit and listen to everything that i dun understand and dun bother paying attention to, and then leaving school immediately just because i want to get out or i wanna go out somewhere. Not to mention I couldn't get to add-drp any subjects so im stuck with a bloody hell 830am lesson on Mondays and Thursdays. Damn. However, school is also good in that I'm no longer bored. Haha.
I watched CSI just now, and i thought it was horrendous how people can kill the ones they love, just because they are so obssessed with their loved ones so much so that even when they are no longer together, the obssessed person will get damn jealous of another third party and kill the girl he loves. I think its horrendous because i believe everyone is a lot stronger than what they think they are, they just don't know it and don't want to find out. Haha.
Last night while on the phone to the girlfriend, i told her what i thought about certain things that were on my mind a while back. In particular was the thought that she could do without anything and anyone, but the only people she could not do without were her parents. I told her i always think she could do without a girlfriend, that she did not need one if she didn't have one. I guess it was because she once told me that life was not only about relationships.
So it came as a surprise when she told me that she could not do without a girlfriend. I share the same sentiments that life is not only about relationships, but life consists of many relationships, to be contradicting. Relationships with parents, relatives, loved ones, colleagues etc. Sometimes, when under certain circumstances, you lose the one you love due to pride or other things u could have stopped, there is a certain smth lost. And although everyone will say they chose it and they will leave with it, sometimes they will also think that they could have done smth about it, just that they procastinated.
Everyone wants to come home to a loved one, who will hug u and tell u they missed u while u were away. Who would love u no matter how and share with u your day. So in many many ways, relationships are impt in life.
When the girlfriend told me that she would of course want to come home to me, I felt something very warm and touching in my heart. It was as if my defenses had all melted; it was like i was finally coming home. It felt good. I don't know what the future holds, but i do know that i want to come home to the girlfriend, and hopefully it is vice versa for a long time to come.
Because i want to be with the girlfriend for a long time to come.
I watched CSI just now, and i thought it was horrendous how people can kill the ones they love, just because they are so obssessed with their loved ones so much so that even when they are no longer together, the obssessed person will get damn jealous of another third party and kill the girl he loves. I think its horrendous because i believe everyone is a lot stronger than what they think they are, they just don't know it and don't want to find out. Haha.
Last night while on the phone to the girlfriend, i told her what i thought about certain things that were on my mind a while back. In particular was the thought that she could do without anything and anyone, but the only people she could not do without were her parents. I told her i always think she could do without a girlfriend, that she did not need one if she didn't have one. I guess it was because she once told me that life was not only about relationships.
So it came as a surprise when she told me that she could not do without a girlfriend. I share the same sentiments that life is not only about relationships, but life consists of many relationships, to be contradicting. Relationships with parents, relatives, loved ones, colleagues etc. Sometimes, when under certain circumstances, you lose the one you love due to pride or other things u could have stopped, there is a certain smth lost. And although everyone will say they chose it and they will leave with it, sometimes they will also think that they could have done smth about it, just that they procastinated.
Everyone wants to come home to a loved one, who will hug u and tell u they missed u while u were away. Who would love u no matter how and share with u your day. So in many many ways, relationships are impt in life.
When the girlfriend told me that she would of course want to come home to me, I felt something very warm and touching in my heart. It was as if my defenses had all melted; it was like i was finally coming home. It felt good. I don't know what the future holds, but i do know that i want to come home to the girlfriend, and hopefully it is vice versa for a long time to come.
Because i want to be with the girlfriend for a long time to come.
posted by slantedvision at 11:39 PM
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